Shout for Joy to the Lord, all the earth! ~ Psalm 100:1
As 2012 comes to a close I have to reflect on this year of
miracles. This past spring I was having cancerous ovary removed from my body.
This past summer I was somewhat discouraged because the surgery didn’t seem to
have helped me in the way that I had hoped. This past fall I had to repent of
my lack of faith when I found out that was pregnant! And this winter has
concluded a breathless year with a whirlwind of preparing for this long awaited
child.
After the events of this year I feel that I have to
apologize for my lack of zeal in writing the continuing story. I’ve kept some
of the most exciting developments off the page because I was too scared to
believe that these chapters were real and that they would stick. I was hesitant
to share the news of this pregnancy because I thought it was too good to be true.
But, God is faithful in a little and he is faithful in a lot. He created this
child and so far my pregnancy has been healthy and uneventful and I know he
will continue to watch over me and her – yes “her!”
Now is the time to shout for joy and to proclaim that God is
good! I would have never guessed that this particular story would describe my
journey to having my first child, but it is true that all those years of
waiting seem to have vanished in the twinkling of an eye. The hardship of
having our hopes deferred has instead served to strengthen Nate and I as a
couple and has increased our joy tenfold!
This Christmas we are thankful for God’s son Jesus, and
thankful for our own little baby that is on the way. I also pray that I will be
faithful in telling God’s story and all the great things he has done for me in
2013.